Saturday, December 20, 2008
Chapter 3 - other cb stuff that he proposed/said/made/done
Since the previous entry is abit too long i decide to have a 'chapter 3'. Chapter 3 is for when chapter 2 is too boring and you feel tired to read or you dowan continue reading alr, so you can stop reading it and read chapter 3 other day.. hm...don ask me why so weird, because i memang weird. but not as weird as HIM.
so let's get too the point.
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That f**ker proposed bumper system on aircraft for subject assignment. he said that y not possible? if car can use, y not plane? and he said wanted to put it at near the wheel because the head cannot install.
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I asked him what's the use of the anti-bacteria feature of polypropylene on instrument panel system.
he said to prevent the growth of bacteria which is the main cause of y the instrument panel system always gets dirty.
i asked him where does these bacteria come from.
he said, sometimes pilot will eat biscuit, and bits of it will drop on the instrument panel system and cause bacteria growth. he even said, liquids can be even spilt on the Instrument panel system when they having meals, for example, milk.
my heart was thinking, WWWWTFFFF and i asked him whether pilots eat while piloting or not?
he said, got...... sure got wan..... i said, got meh? he said, got..... i said, sure bo? he said, yeah.......
i told my friends later, they laugh theirs ass out.
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because that we always lock our doors at the living room to prevent ppl from entering our house and steal our valuables like laptops and whatsoever.
one day, he tu lan and complaint to his friend.
" i hate that house ppl lar. they always lock the door wan. everytime i want to go out for a while i must use my key. damn ma huan wan lor. fuck them lar. besides, what if one day suddenly got earthquake ar? then everybody mah die inside lar! "
WTF
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that time we finding house to rent, we asked him whether want to join us or not.
the first thing he ask is,
that house got ppl die before or not?
(WTFFFFFF)
we asked him back, why you so worry bout it? of course no lar.
he said, because my father say ar, if got ppl die before wan better don rent ar. very dangerous.
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once i opened the freezer and found a big ketul of something inside a plastic bag. i took it out and burst out a laughter. It was a cabbage frozen in the freezer.
i asked to my friends whether is theirs or not? they said no.
suddenly a voice came out from his room, "is mine" *then silent*
i "..........."
then i cant stop laughing...
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so let's get too the point.
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That f**ker proposed bumper system on aircraft for subject assignment. he said that y not possible? if car can use, y not plane? and he said wanted to put it at near the wheel because the head cannot install.
====================================================
I asked him what's the use of the anti-bacteria feature of polypropylene on instrument panel system.
he said to prevent the growth of bacteria which is the main cause of y the instrument panel system always gets dirty.
i asked him where does these bacteria come from.
he said, sometimes pilot will eat biscuit, and bits of it will drop on the instrument panel system and cause bacteria growth. he even said, liquids can be even spilt on the Instrument panel system when they having meals, for example, milk.
my heart was thinking, WWWWTFFFF and i asked him whether pilots eat while piloting or not?
he said, got...... sure got wan..... i said, got meh? he said, got..... i said, sure bo? he said, yeah.......
i told my friends later, they laugh theirs ass out.
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because that we always lock our doors at the living room to prevent ppl from entering our house and steal our valuables like laptops and whatsoever.
one day, he tu lan and complaint to his friend.
" i hate that house ppl lar. they always lock the door wan. everytime i want to go out for a while i must use my key. damn ma huan wan lor. fuck them lar. besides, what if one day suddenly got earthquake ar? then everybody mah die inside lar! "
WTF
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that time we finding house to rent, we asked him whether want to join us or not.
the first thing he ask is,
that house got ppl die before or not?
(WTFFFFFF)
we asked him back, why you so worry bout it? of course no lar.
he said, because my father say ar, if got ppl die before wan better don rent ar. very dangerous.
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once i opened the freezer and found a big ketul of something inside a plastic bag. i took it out and burst out a laughter. It was a cabbage frozen in the freezer.
i asked to my friends whether is theirs or not? they said no.
suddenly a voice came out from his room, "is mine" *then silent*
i "..........."
then i cant stop laughing...
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he has a habit of not flushing. and even not rinsing the sides of the toilet hole when he sprayed out his urine, which is what he normally does btw.
it's dirty, so my friend asked him soflty, friendily, hei liong, you dont you flush next time after you pee? it's not healthy if din flush....
he answer was simple. the water fee expensive.
*that friend of mine, a senior, share a room with him. and he bought him cupboard, double decker bed, and a wardrobe on the very first day we move in. it is like a way of thanking him for letting him share a room with him because all our rooms is full.
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one day i and my friends went clubbing. so before we go we called each other whether ready or not this that lar. and take picture this that. he probably knew that we are going clubbing alr.
the next day, my friend told me that he left a book about aids on his bed yesterday.
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because that i so bo-song him, i did not tell him that i got my internship in infineon. he pulak found his sumwhere near infineon. he knew that i worked there d. i waiting for a chance that he would ask me to fetch him and i take this chance to scold him kao kao. but he kept quiet.
on a few day before our first day, there is a new bicycle in our house. i and my friends wondered who's... on the first day of work, he ride it to his work place which is about 6-8 km away.
he met a friend there, and after two days, his friend started to fetch him with his motobike.
one word for him, STUPID.
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It's saturday, my holiday, his half day working day. i think his friend din go to work that day. from downstairs, he phoned me, which is sleeping upstairs. i did not answer it because it was him from downstairs and i think i'll be as stupid as him i answered it. few minutes later, i heard bicycle cycling sound. bye bye liong. f**k off.
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UPDATE!!!!
wahaha! so long din update alr, started to get complains from ppl.... hm.... about two weeks din update...
so today i'm going to continue my story about him.... you know who la.... mr. ah liong lar... if still dono there's is a long introduction of him in the previous previous entry if not mistaken... have a look =D thank you...
so what i'm going to talk about him today is his stupid ideas... over creative alr...
let's start.....
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his my group member this subject called polymer. we have a project/ assignment whereby we required to find the application or to propose a type of polymer called polypropylene to be used on a military airbus... military AIRBUS. actually he is also my group member for another subject called composite. he said to me that he had found vast information of polypropylene application on airplane! i asked for confirmation whether is't specifically for airplane, and he nooded his head and said YES YES... i trusted him and we made a promise whereby, he doesn't have to do any project on composite and only have to concentrate on polymer. he agreed. (actually that polymer's assignment is not easy to do wan but since he is so confident with his thousand page polypropylene application pdf file have ALL information we needed, i thought it would be damn easy for him to do liao. just copy and paste)
so just two days before the submission date, i asked for his progress. he gave me a file. i thought that file would be like 30-40 pages. to my surprise, it's only one page. this is basically what he wroted.
APPLICATION OF POLYPROPYLENE ON A400 AIRBUS
1) Bumper system
2) Battery casing
3) Wiring
4) door panel
i thought that he might have no time to do it so i asked for his so called thousand page file.
yes, indeed it has thousand page. BUT! to my surprise, all information is on automotive leh!! cars!!! W.........T F.................
i still rmb that time was 1am, that babi not yet even finish his work and he dares to sleep while all others are rushing to finish their work.
i woke him up and ask.
liong, you sure all this applicible on our airbus or not? that file is all on automotives leh...
he said, yes. car can use, aeroplane also can use.
i trusted him again since i not confirm..
so i decided to help him out. and i did his first proposal. bumper system on airbus.... hm.... what is bumper system har?? car's bumper system? no kua... how can a bumper system be used on air craft.... so then i checked the meaning of bumper system in internet. that bumper system he wrote is indeed car's bumper system cos i couldn't find any other meaning for BS.
i went to him again and woke him up. he abit bo song.
i said, hei liong, aircraft can put bumper system meh?? what's the use o???!?
he said, y not. to reduce impact when collide mar.
i asked again, so where does your bumper system wanted to be installed??? you think the aircraft head can put bumper and tail can put bumper ah??
he said, if cannot mar put at the wheels lar...
i took a deeeeep breathe and screamed, WWWWWWWWWWWWWTFFFFFFFFFF in my heart....
at last i and other group members proposed instrument panel system to use Polypropylene, and some other LOGIC applications.
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so today i'm going to continue my story about him.... you know who la.... mr. ah liong lar... if still dono there's is a long introduction of him in the previous previous entry if not mistaken... have a look =D thank you...
so what i'm going to talk about him today is his stupid ideas... over creative alr...
let's start.....
====================================================
his my group member this subject called polymer. we have a project/ assignment whereby we required to find the application or to propose a type of polymer called polypropylene to be used on a military airbus... military AIRBUS. actually he is also my group member for another subject called composite. he said to me that he had found vast information of polypropylene application on airplane! i asked for confirmation whether is't specifically for airplane, and he nooded his head and said YES YES... i trusted him and we made a promise whereby, he doesn't have to do any project on composite and only have to concentrate on polymer. he agreed. (actually that polymer's assignment is not easy to do wan but since he is so confident with his thousand page polypropylene application pdf file have ALL information we needed, i thought it would be damn easy for him to do liao. just copy and paste)
so just two days before the submission date, i asked for his progress. he gave me a file. i thought that file would be like 30-40 pages. to my surprise, it's only one page. this is basically what he wroted.
APPLICATION OF POLYPROPYLENE ON A400 AIRBUS
1) Bumper system
2) Battery casing
3) Wiring
4) door panel
i thought that he might have no time to do it so i asked for his so called thousand page file.
yes, indeed it has thousand page. BUT! to my surprise, all information is on automotive leh!! cars!!! W.........T F.................
i still rmb that time was 1am, that babi not yet even finish his work and he dares to sleep while all others are rushing to finish their work.
i woke him up and ask.
liong, you sure all this applicible on our airbus or not? that file is all on automotives leh...
he said, yes. car can use, aeroplane also can use.
i trusted him again since i not confirm..
so i decided to help him out. and i did his first proposal. bumper system on airbus.... hm.... what is bumper system har?? car's bumper system? no kua... how can a bumper system be used on air craft.... so then i checked the meaning of bumper system in internet. that bumper system he wrote is indeed car's bumper system cos i couldn't find any other meaning for BS.
i went to him again and woke him up. he abit bo song.
i said, hei liong, aircraft can put bumper system meh?? what's the use o???!?
he said, y not. to reduce impact when collide mar.
i asked again, so where does your bumper system wanted to be installed??? you think the aircraft head can put bumper and tail can put bumper ah??
he said, if cannot mar put at the wheels lar...
i took a deeeeep breathe and screamed, WWWWWWWWWWWWWTFFFFFFFFFF in my heart....
at last i and other group members proposed instrument panel system to use Polypropylene, and some other LOGIC applications.
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Monday, December 8, 2008
My Industrial Training
ngek ngek ngek, let's talk about what have i gone through for my first week of industrial training.... it'll be very boring for some ppl because there is quite alot of engineering terms used ar... and things that is not related to what most of you ppl studies... so be warned..... ^^
first of all is i'm surprised with the size of the company which is so super very big and there is so super many workers working for that german company.. It's called infineon and you can find the information of this company online. it's a company that produces chips where you see it everywhere is you care to break your own electrical devices and look into what's in it...
i never thought that a simple electronic unit such as a mosfet or transistors are so complicated to be produced.. it may look very simple as it's something like a black plastics with some legs coming out but actually whatever in that black coloured plastic thingy lies chips with very fine wires. this chips are called dies and it is sticken to a something that they called frames which basically made of copper dibalut with something... those wires are as thin as only 50 microns! microns is err.... micro meter... 10 times power of negative 6 meter... hehe... thinner than your hair... haha.. and the machines that connects these wires to the chips are magnificent!! it's like robot!! damn keng man!! it's like.... machine gun! tuutuutututuututututuut... done, then tutututuuututuututu done... so damn bloody fast...
i work under two engineers.. one is normal engineer and the other is a senior engineer.... i am surprised that these engineers are actuallly very young lo.... babi, one is like 26 or 27 only... the other is like.... 28 or 29 only i think... although they are called engineers, but it seems like what they are capable of is different from my perception of an engineer lo.... my perception is like an engineer suppose to do super duper complicated calculations and keep researching on new technologies all that... but what they do there is like... they receive a project on a newly developed technology and they will procede on how they are going to mass produce it, making sample out of the given specifications (? why is't 'given' ar? i thought engineers suppose to find out all about the specifications themselve wan?) and testing those made samples... hm..... maybe is not their job to do all those calculation lar... cos they are manufactuting engineers...
But it cannot be deny that their knowledge about what they're working on is super duper high.. and they are very clear on what they want to do and can make solid decisions.... another thing that surprises me is that whatever i'm learning now is whatever they are applying! lolz! i always thought that what i'm learning in uni to rubbish... for example, analysis machines like SEM, F sth sth, all that... other than that, there is erm.... SPCs, Control systems, failure analysis, materials, defect analysis, erm... this and that la....
on my first week on my internship i really headache because the engineer tries to actually stuff everything she knows into my head in very little amount of time. she even expect me to help her on doing on her documentations in future!! T,T sad...... but very good lar... i get to learn alot of stuff with that... but the problem is... why so hasty to teach me all that... i'm not genious also... sigh, but i tried my best to catch whatever she gave me lar... and fortunately i can say that i catch about 70-80 percent of what she trying to teach me...
so about my work... my engineer is currently working on a newly product called DrMos... She doesn't really know what is the function of the DrMos lar cos it's not her job also... her job is to produce samples out of the specification and design given, test it, analyse all possible failure of it, and analyse the design weaknesses. actually there is alot more to do about the project wan but i now that i feel sleepy, i cant recall it...so, in order to mass produce the product in future if the customer is satisfied with this DrMos, she have to do setup for the existing machines in the production line... after the setting up is done, then her job as an manufact engineer is done, and she will pass it to the production department to proceed the mass production of the DrMos. So while she is doing all this, she explains to me all the things about this product, what she's doing, and what is the processes to me. and i've learned really alot alot alot of stuff... ah... forget to mention that the wire that connects this chip is actually GOLD! 99% gold if not mistaken.... woo, i always thought that copper and gold has almost the same colour but it turns out to be copper is actually orange in colour while gold is yellow... lolz!
My job given by engineer... to measure the erm.. wire loop heights, the 'ball' diameter of the wire (you may not know what is it and i'm lazy to explain what is it to you, lolz), ball shear, and wire pull force...
another thing that i'm impressed is there are microscope EVERYWHERE!!! hahhahahhahhah! because the chips and the wiring of the chips all very small so microscopes are provided everywhere for the worker to analyse their jobs... lolz
another thing that i find it very interesting is that! ALL THE PRODUCTION LINE ARE ACTUALLY DONE IN ISO CLASS 7 10K CLEAN ROOM! dont mind the iso thing.. it's a clean rooom where you see it in movies! where you have to where smoke and go into a chamber that have erm... blowing holes to blow out all particles on your body before you can go into production line! smoke is an attire that made of special cloth that covers your whole body so that particles or dust from your clothes wont actually fly out to the production line! after you where it you'll feel like you are like a scientist... lolz!
another attire is laboratory attires! where you will have to where erm... silly chef hat.. (not those tall tall wan), doctor's coat, and a rubber slipper... their lab is like.. woooooo... all white colour wan... lolz! and their instruments are crazily expensive! example, one small laser measuring device as small as your palm can cost evenly with a kancil.. i heard the lab assistance says that recently there is a worker droped and spoilt a tranducer (if not mistaken) which is only as big as a small box, and that cost you a BMW... lolz!!! so my engineer warn me to becarefull because all equipments in the company can easily cost up to a waja, wira, or sth... lolz!
there is actually alot alot alot more that i wanted to write about my company wan... but it seems like i've alr writen more than 1000 words alr so i dont think i want to continue lar... hahahaha..
next time i'lll show you the picture of me wearing smoke.. eehhehehhe
first of all is i'm surprised with the size of the company which is so super very big and there is so super many workers working for that german company.. It's called infineon and you can find the information of this company online. it's a company that produces chips where you see it everywhere is you care to break your own electrical devices and look into what's in it...
i never thought that a simple electronic unit such as a mosfet or transistors are so complicated to be produced.. it may look very simple as it's something like a black plastics with some legs coming out but actually whatever in that black coloured plastic thingy lies chips with very fine wires. this chips are called dies and it is sticken to a something that they called frames which basically made of copper dibalut with something... those wires are as thin as only 50 microns! microns is err.... micro meter... 10 times power of negative 6 meter... hehe... thinner than your hair... haha.. and the machines that connects these wires to the chips are magnificent!! it's like robot!! damn keng man!! it's like.... machine gun! tuutuutututuututututuut... done, then tutututuuututuututu done... so damn bloody fast...
i work under two engineers.. one is normal engineer and the other is a senior engineer.... i am surprised that these engineers are actuallly very young lo.... babi, one is like 26 or 27 only... the other is like.... 28 or 29 only i think... although they are called engineers, but it seems like what they are capable of is different from my perception of an engineer lo.... my perception is like an engineer suppose to do super duper complicated calculations and keep researching on new technologies all that... but what they do there is like... they receive a project on a newly developed technology and they will procede on how they are going to mass produce it, making sample out of the given specifications (? why is't 'given' ar? i thought engineers suppose to find out all about the specifications themselve wan?) and testing those made samples... hm..... maybe is not their job to do all those calculation lar... cos they are manufactuting engineers...
But it cannot be deny that their knowledge about what they're working on is super duper high.. and they are very clear on what they want to do and can make solid decisions.... another thing that surprises me is that whatever i'm learning now is whatever they are applying! lolz! i always thought that what i'm learning in uni to rubbish... for example, analysis machines like SEM, F sth sth, all that... other than that, there is erm.... SPCs, Control systems, failure analysis, materials, defect analysis, erm... this and that la....
on my first week on my internship i really headache because the engineer tries to actually stuff everything she knows into my head in very little amount of time. she even expect me to help her on doing on her documentations in future!! T,T sad...... but very good lar... i get to learn alot of stuff with that... but the problem is... why so hasty to teach me all that... i'm not genious also... sigh, but i tried my best to catch whatever she gave me lar... and fortunately i can say that i catch about 70-80 percent of what she trying to teach me...
so about my work... my engineer is currently working on a newly product called DrMos... She doesn't really know what is the function of the DrMos lar cos it's not her job also... her job is to produce samples out of the specification and design given, test it, analyse all possible failure of it, and analyse the design weaknesses. actually there is alot more to do about the project wan but i now that i feel sleepy, i cant recall it...so, in order to mass produce the product in future if the customer is satisfied with this DrMos, she have to do setup for the existing machines in the production line... after the setting up is done, then her job as an manufact engineer is done, and she will pass it to the production department to proceed the mass production of the DrMos. So while she is doing all this, she explains to me all the things about this product, what she's doing, and what is the processes to me. and i've learned really alot alot alot of stuff... ah... forget to mention that the wire that connects this chip is actually GOLD! 99% gold if not mistaken.... woo, i always thought that copper and gold has almost the same colour but it turns out to be copper is actually orange in colour while gold is yellow... lolz!
My job given by engineer... to measure the erm.. wire loop heights, the 'ball' diameter of the wire (you may not know what is it and i'm lazy to explain what is it to you, lolz), ball shear, and wire pull force...
another thing that i'm impressed is there are microscope EVERYWHERE!!! hahhahahhahhah! because the chips and the wiring of the chips all very small so microscopes are provided everywhere for the worker to analyse their jobs... lolz
another thing that i find it very interesting is that! ALL THE PRODUCTION LINE ARE ACTUALLY DONE IN ISO CLASS 7 10K CLEAN ROOM! dont mind the iso thing.. it's a clean rooom where you see it in movies! where you have to where smoke and go into a chamber that have erm... blowing holes to blow out all particles on your body before you can go into production line! smoke is an attire that made of special cloth that covers your whole body so that particles or dust from your clothes wont actually fly out to the production line! after you where it you'll feel like you are like a scientist... lolz!
another attire is laboratory attires! where you will have to where erm... silly chef hat.. (not those tall tall wan), doctor's coat, and a rubber slipper... their lab is like.. woooooo... all white colour wan... lolz! and their instruments are crazily expensive! example, one small laser measuring device as small as your palm can cost evenly with a kancil.. i heard the lab assistance says that recently there is a worker droped and spoilt a tranducer (if not mistaken) which is only as big as a small box, and that cost you a BMW... lolz!!! so my engineer warn me to becarefull because all equipments in the company can easily cost up to a waja, wira, or sth... lolz!
there is actually alot alot alot more that i wanted to write about my company wan... but it seems like i've alr writen more than 1000 words alr so i dont think i want to continue lar... hahahaha..
next time i'lll show you the picture of me wearing smoke.. eehhehehhe
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Rules:
1. Link to the person that tagged you.
連結回點名你的人。
2. Post the rules on your blog.
寫下你的規則。
3. Share six non-important things/habits/quirks about yourself.
分享屬於你個人六件不怎麼重要的事情、習慣或癖好。
4. Tag six random people at the end of your post by linking to their blogs.
在文章最後去隨機點名六位朋友。
5. Let each person know they have been tagged by leaving a comment on their website.
去留言讓這六名朋友知道他們被點名了。
6. Reply to me when you finish.
回覆我你完成了吧。
my 6 non-important things/habits/quirks ar? let see
1) i like to keep quiet whenever i feel like it...
2) i will suddenly become very talkative when i feel like it...
3) i like to scratch my head most of the time like a gorilla (well, it's not on purpose ok...? my head is itchy most of the time... dono y... i shampoo my hair twice a day ok...? pls don say i dirty ar... i will feel sad wan....)
4) arrrrr....... erm.......... hm................. is the things i will normally say before any sentence... (because my brain is processing)
5) arrrrrr....... erm.......... hm........... yeah, my brain is processing for fifth habit....
6) i like to see pretty girls..... hahahhahahhhaha!! wherever i go..... whatever i'm doing.....
and the unlucky ppl's are!!!
TENG TENG!!
Princess EsTAR! Bloody Hell MyKy!! MARk Ko kawan ku!!! BObby Piang~~!!!! MEi Mei!!!!! and finally! Miss Soo Shan!!!!!!!
Rules:
1. Link to the person that tagged you.
連結回點名你的人。
2. Post the rules on your blog.
寫下你的規則。
3. Share six non-important things/habits/quirks about yourself.
分享屬於你個人六件不怎麼重要的事情、習慣或癖好。
4. Tag six random people at the end of your post by linking to their blogs.
在文章最後去隨機點名六位朋友。
5. Let each person know they have been tagged by leaving a comment on their website.
去留言讓這六名朋友知道他們被點名了。
6. Reply to me when you finish.
回覆我你完成了吧。
my 6 non-important things/habits/quirks ar? let see
1) i like to keep quiet whenever i feel like it...
2) i will suddenly become very talkative when i feel like it...
3) i like to scratch my head most of the time like a gorilla (well, it's not on purpose ok...? my head is itchy most of the time... dono y... i shampoo my hair twice a day ok...? pls don say i dirty ar... i will feel sad wan....)
4) arrrrr....... erm.......... hm................. is the things i will normally say before any sentence... (because my brain is processing)
5) arrrrrr....... erm.......... hm........... yeah, my brain is processing for fifth habit....
6) i like to see pretty girls..... hahahhahahhhaha!! wherever i go..... whatever i'm doing.....
and the unlucky ppl's are!!!
TENG TENG!!
Princess EsTAR! Bloody Hell MyKy!! MARk Ko kawan ku!!! BObby Piang~~!!!! MEi Mei!!!!! and finally! Miss Soo Shan!!!!!!!
Thursday, December 4, 2008
Future titles
Hi, i have very little time to blog nowadays as i have started my industrial trainig at a company called infineon at melaka... i'm very proud to be recruited into the manufacturing engineering department as i will be learning directly a senior manufact engineering and a normal manufact engineer. i learn damn alot from the in just 3 days.
is a company that produce chips that is found in most of your electrical appliance at home or at work. damn bloody big company. And while my engineers is persuing their project masing masing, i learn from them and see how they solve their problems...
i want to thank god first of all because i prayed hard for it. secondly wanted to thank my senior that worked there for directly taking into the team.
ah, actually i wanted to tell you what i wanted to blog about in future.... there they are.. hahhaha
1) ah liong story 2
2) i ate a litre of icecream
3) Korean BBQ buffet at Seoul Garden!!
4) Steamboat buffet at Yuen, Subang!!
5) My life in infineon!! damn bloody interesting job...
hahaha... mostly will be posting it this weekend because next monday is HOLIDAY!!!!
thanks to allah... allah should make more 'big' days so that lazy ppl like me can have a 'rest'....
currently i'm
- pissing off mr. ah liong because he dont help on house work
- worry about my growing tummy because i'm to tired to exercise after work
- happy because infineon subsidise the canteen foods and they are darn delicious! imagine hot nasi beriani that go along with very delicious warm spiced curry, a ketul of fried chrispy big chicken, piece of egg, and 2 piece of big keropok for only RM 2.50.... hm... sedapnye....
thats all for the little update
bye bye
is a company that produce chips that is found in most of your electrical appliance at home or at work. damn bloody big company. And while my engineers is persuing their project masing masing, i learn from them and see how they solve their problems...
i want to thank god first of all because i prayed hard for it. secondly wanted to thank my senior that worked there for directly taking into the team.
ah, actually i wanted to tell you what i wanted to blog about in future.... there they are.. hahhaha
1) ah liong story 2
2) i ate a litre of icecream
3) Korean BBQ buffet at Seoul Garden!!
4) Steamboat buffet at Yuen, Subang!!
5) My life in infineon!! damn bloody interesting job...
hahaha... mostly will be posting it this weekend because next monday is HOLIDAY!!!!
thanks to allah... allah should make more 'big' days so that lazy ppl like me can have a 'rest'....
currently i'm
- pissing off mr. ah liong because he dont help on house work
- worry about my growing tummy because i'm to tired to exercise after work
- happy because infineon subsidise the canteen foods and they are darn delicious! imagine hot nasi beriani that go along with very delicious warm spiced curry, a ketul of fried chrispy big chicken, piece of egg, and 2 piece of big keropok for only RM 2.50.... hm... sedapnye....
thats all for the little update
bye bye
Sunday, November 30, 2008
Loon is pissed off
I really dono why i am so pissed but i am really pissed off. No one can calm me down. Only the person who made me so angry could. HE, a busy man, should prepare himself a good and fit condition to face me in our next meeting in future. I will wait no matter how long for this day to come. I shall wait for your invitation because i will invite you no more.
Dont bother asking me who is it because i will not speak of him. err... i mean i dowan to tell... i still care about his image... because i still treat him as friend...
Perhaps is because of this friendship that had made me so angry... Perhaps i have approach you wrongly and perhaps i still dont understands you... hm, maybe is my fault. But you are yet no difference... (my english sucks, i dont even know what i'm saying... )
Yes, it is this fight that has bonded us together. Through time, different elements has strenghten this bond as well. But since you do not prefer this elements nowadays, then fight is the only element left for us. (erm.... maybe for me only because i'm alr fed up)
YOU! readers who have no idea of what the hell i'm saying, not to worry. It is not meant for you.
It is meant for YOU!, a busy man which choses a promise for game over friends.
(game which can be broken and ignore because is like not very important also... i mean come on man... you can play with them some other time rite.... i'm leaving soon and just wanted you to be together with our friend who just back from australia to have a talk and laugh... cant you just abandon that stupid game which dont even have enough kaki and got so many leavers, and with a not promising streamyx connection, and come over you meet us? swt)
YOU! might think that you are always right (when dealing with me) YOU! might think that you are not doing anything wrong and it is ME! who think to much... (well yeah, lol) but what YOU! have done for chosing a MERE promise for game over friend is truely UNFORGIVABLE!
(yeah, in future, try chosing your game over your wife la, or maybe gf)
(gf/wife : *"YOU"* why dont we go out for a dinner later?)
(*"YOU"*: oh i'm sorry dear, i've promised my friend to play dota with them later on. you should have told me earlier than i can arrange my time... i'm so sorry dear...)
(gf/wife: **pissed off**)
(*"YOU"*: i'm free tmr =D why not tmr?)
(gf/wife: dowan alr lah...)
(*"YOU"*: you ownself dowan wan huh... dont blame me o... haha)
ok ok.... i have no more ideas to crap alr....
my point is i will not ask you out for anything alr in future... because i dont like BOOKING a friend to go out having fun together... and if we dont BOOK you, you dont even bother to call us out... and this time that you had chosen to play gg over coming to meet us reallly mades me .... sigh... what kind of a friend is this... you know.... although it's a promise to them alr... but come on, you can play other time right? that day was the only day i'm free to meet ian and the next time we meet again is dono for how long alr.... that so call promise can be broken... is not like.... 'yaya, i promise i will come... serious... i will not break it.... trust me.. really, trust me... surely come.... yaya....'
sigh, disappointed...
ANYHOW! i know you are a busy man... but bare in mind that i still treat you as FRIENNND-da no matter what happens... k?
i will not ask you out in future anymore because i know you still treat my as a FRIENNND-da eventhough we have not met for years... eventhough we did not keep in touch for decades.... eventhough your knn face has changed over century... haha
but hopefully one day you will ask me out for a duel... not me asking you out... only for duel....
FYI, up to this point, i'm no more pissed off alr although there is more thing i wanted to express... maybe you might think that i had misunderstood you... but sometimes what you think is wrong despite that you think is right... well mostly is i'm the one who wrong lar... but this time you are definately wrong..... haha ..l.. fuck you
p/s: i have a best friend who is so famous that i need to BOOK him just to see him... maybe i should be proud.... =)
Dont bother asking me who is it because i will not speak of him. err... i mean i dowan to tell... i still care about his image... because i still treat him as friend...
Perhaps is because of this friendship that had made me so angry... Perhaps i have approach you wrongly and perhaps i still dont understands you... hm, maybe is my fault. But you are yet no difference... (my english sucks, i dont even know what i'm saying... )
Yes, it is this fight that has bonded us together. Through time, different elements has strenghten this bond as well. But since you do not prefer this elements nowadays, then fight is the only element left for us. (erm.... maybe for me only because i'm alr fed up)
YOU! readers who have no idea of what the hell i'm saying, not to worry. It is not meant for you.
It is meant for YOU!, a busy man which choses a promise for game over friends.
(game which can be broken and ignore because is like not very important also... i mean come on man... you can play with them some other time rite.... i'm leaving soon and just wanted you to be together with our friend who just back from australia to have a talk and laugh... cant you just abandon that stupid game which dont even have enough kaki and got so many leavers, and with a not promising streamyx connection, and come over you meet us? swt)
YOU! might think that you are always right (when dealing with me) YOU! might think that you are not doing anything wrong and it is ME! who think to much... (well yeah, lol) but what YOU! have done for chosing a MERE promise for game over friend is truely UNFORGIVABLE!
(yeah, in future, try chosing your game over your wife la, or maybe gf)
(gf/wife : *"YOU"* why dont we go out for a dinner later?)
(*"YOU"*: oh i'm sorry dear, i've promised my friend to play dota with them later on. you should have told me earlier than i can arrange my time... i'm so sorry dear...)
(gf/wife: **pissed off**)
(*"YOU"*: i'm free tmr =D why not tmr?)
(gf/wife: dowan alr lah...)
(*"YOU"*: you ownself dowan wan huh... dont blame me o... haha)
ok ok.... i have no more ideas to crap alr....
my point is i will not ask you out for anything alr in future... because i dont like BOOKING a friend to go out having fun together... and if we dont BOOK you, you dont even bother to call us out... and this time that you had chosen to play gg over coming to meet us reallly mades me .... sigh... what kind of a friend is this... you know.... although it's a promise to them alr... but come on, you can play other time right? that day was the only day i'm free to meet ian and the next time we meet again is dono for how long alr.... that so call promise can be broken... is not like.... 'yaya, i promise i will come... serious... i will not break it.... trust me.. really, trust me... surely come.... yaya....'
sigh, disappointed...
ANYHOW! i know you are a busy man... but bare in mind that i still treat you as FRIENNND-da no matter what happens... k?
i will not ask you out in future anymore because i know you still treat my as a FRIENNND-da eventhough we have not met for years... eventhough we did not keep in touch for decades.... eventhough your knn face has changed over century... haha
but hopefully one day you will ask me out for a duel... not me asking you out... only for duel....
FYI, up to this point, i'm no more pissed off alr although there is more thing i wanted to express... maybe you might think that i had misunderstood you... but sometimes what you think is wrong despite that you think is right... well mostly is i'm the one who wrong lar... but this time you are definately wrong..... haha ..l.. fuck you
p/s: i have a best friend who is so famous that i need to BOOK him just to see him... maybe i should be proud.... =)
Wednesday, November 26, 2008
HOLA!
Hi, i know this blog has been dead for some time alr... so today i decided to crap about sth...
I'm gonna talk about a person whom i treated once as friend... now no more friend alr...
so for the introduction, his name is ah liong.... hi ah liong, if you are reading this, i want to say @!Y%&!(@$&!(^!*!$(!@&^^!^)!*&!&#% you!! (imagine the worse badwords you can think off for this part)
ah liong, is a damn bloody *hm!-ing* guy...
-he speaks languages that no one can understands...
-he likes to tilt his head to the left and right when he is talking...
-he has a damn *hm!-ing* weird stare....
-his skin is *hm!-ing* terrible and disgusting....
-he likes to eat maggie mee...
-his three meals are maggie mee chicken flavor and curry flavor....
-he eats them every day, every week, every year...
-he has terrible body odour
-his nose sensitivity is so bad that he cant even notice that his socks gives out salted fish smell
-his salted fish socks is so terrible that where ever he walks, it leave trace (that only happen in my first year with him... now no more alr because i erm... tell him three times to frequently change his socks alr)
-his shakes his leg 24 hours a day, 7 days a week, 52 weeks a year! actually he shakes is sooooooooo often that i have to exaggerate a little to make you believe...
-he likes to download books which he dont even read it.... maybe he read it a little, but... y??? y?? keep downloading them when the last book you downloaded wasn't finished reading??
-he talks and laugh to his stuffed puppy!! omg, this is so.... stupid... and weird.... and stupid... and weird.... and ............ stupid..... i mean, at least a guy wont do that rite? unless you're in love until it makes you crazy...
-what else huh? hm.....
-he wears formal attire when attending lectures
-he is not cool at all.... i mean, he is worse than an ah beng... imagine, i am ah beng.... he is worse than me? he should go tiao lao la....
-he walks like tailo
-he speaks like......... i dont know how to explain...
-he laughs like..... i dont know how to explain...
-he's very lame.... but because he is so weird, what ever lame thing that he said made us laugh... because we thinks that it is so stupid.... seriously... this i will explain later or in future.....I'm gonna talk about a person whom i treated once as friend... now no more friend alr...
so for the introduction, his name is ah liong.... hi ah liong, if you are reading this, i want to say @!Y%&!(@$&!(^!*!$(!@&^^!^)!*&!&#% you!! (imagine the worse badwords you can think off for this part)
ah liong, is a damn bloody *hm!-ing* guy...
-he speaks languages that no one can understands...
-he likes to tilt his head to the left and right when he is talking...
-he has a damn *hm!-ing* weird stare....
-his skin is *hm!-ing* terrible and disgusting....
-he likes to eat maggie mee...
-his three meals are maggie mee chicken flavor and curry flavor....
-he eats them every day, every week, every year...
-he has terrible body odour
-his nose sensitivity is so bad that he cant even notice that his socks gives out salted fish smell
-his salted fish socks is so terrible that where ever he walks, it leave trace (that only happen in my first year with him... now no more alr because i erm... tell him three times to frequently change his socks alr)
-his shakes his leg 24 hours a day, 7 days a week, 52 weeks a year! actually he shakes is sooooooooo often that i have to exaggerate a little to make you believe...
-he likes to download books which he dont even read it.... maybe he read it a little, but... y??? y?? keep downloading them when the last book you downloaded wasn't finished reading??
-he talks and laugh to his stuffed puppy!! omg, this is so.... stupid... and weird.... and stupid... and weird.... and ............ stupid..... i mean, at least a guy wont do that rite? unless you're in love until it makes you crazy...
-what else huh? hm.....
-he wears formal attire when attending lectures
-he is not cool at all.... i mean, he is worse than an ah beng... imagine, i am ah beng.... he is worse than me? he should go tiao lao la....
-he walks like tailo
-he speaks like......... i dont know how to explain...
-he laughs like..... i dont know how to explain...
-his english sucks
-his academic sucks
-his sports sucks
-his social life sucks
-his whatever also sucked
hm....... i think that should be enough for introduction... although there are more which i cant recall.....
for more of whatever stupid things he did.... please wait for the next chapter.... hahhahahhhaha!
i have a reason to do this actually... i cant recall on all the stupid things he does... so i need to gather information from my friends and record it down for you guys to laugh....
i know i'm mean at doing this... but he really pissed me off..... in this world, is very hard to for ppl to make me angry.... eventhough i'm mad at a person, after some time, i'll forgive him.... but not for him........
and from this person i've learned something too.... which is...
if everybody against you on your behaviour, then most probably the is problem with you.... you should start to think about it and try to change it..... eventhough you think it is not neccessary, if you dont change them, you'll have a hard time having friends.... you dont expect other ppl to tolerate you, is you that should tolerate other ppl.... you dont respect others, others dont respect you....you have to speak other ppl's language, not other ppl speak your language... sometimes, you'll have to listen to others, not others listen to you....
why do i learn so much from him?!?!? is because i dont wan to be like him...
hellooooo ah liong, YOU SUCKS!!!!! BIG TIME!!! *HM!* YOU ..#..
Saturday, November 22, 2008
Claire Guo (Guo Jing) 郭静 - Xia Yi Ge Tian Liang 下一个天亮
yong qi fu de bei ying dang zhu ku qi de xin
用起伏的背影 挡住哭泣的心
you xie gu shi bu bi shuo gei mei ge ren ting
有些故事 不必说给 每个人听
xu duo yan jing kan de tai qian tai jin
许多眼睛 看的太浅太近
cuo guo wo mei bei kan jian na ge zi ji
错过我没被看见 那个自己
REPEAT 1
yong jian dan de yan yu jie kai chao zai de xin
用简单的言语 解开超载的心
you xie qing xu shi gai shuo gei dong de ren ting
有些情绪 是该说给 懂的人听
ni de re lei bi wo ji dong lian xi
你的热泪 比我激动怜惜
wo fa shi yao geng nu li geng you yong qi
我发誓要更努力 更有勇气
REPEAT 2
deng xia yi ge tian liang
等下一个天亮
qu shang ci qian shou shang hua na li san bu hao ma
去上次牵手赏花那里散步好吗
you xie ji xue hui zi ji rong hua
有些积雪会自己融化
ni de jian bang shi wo huo da de tian tang
你的肩膀是我豁达的天堂
deng xia yi ge tian liang
等下一个天亮
ba tou pai wo kan hai de zhao pian song wo hao ma
把偷拍我看海的照片送我好吗
wo xi huan wo fei wu de tou fa
我喜欢我飞舞的头发
he piao zhe yu hai shi tiao wang de yan guang
和飘着雨还是眺望的眼光
REPEAT 1
shi jian ke yi mo qu wo de leng jiao
时间可以磨去我的棱角
you xie jian chi que yong yuan mo bu diao
有些坚持却永远磨不掉
qing rong xu wo xiao xiao de jiao ao
请容许我 小小的骄傲
yin wei you ni zhe yang de yi kao
因为有你这样的依靠
REPEAT 2
Tuesday, November 11, 2008
LMAO!
Today around 4 am i have nothing to do and i dont feel like sleeping cos the night is so quiet, comfortable, humidly cold, stressless, and so relaxing. i just dont want to sleep away the wonderful night. actually everynight also i dont sleep because of this. haha.
so i viewed some clips my friend share in network. and found this....
omg..... damn bloody funny leh!
i cant stand it man when watching this video. i laughed till fell down on the floor, grabbing my stomach because it's so pain, and tears kept flowing out....
go here, http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=MEDqUxIGE-s
if your browser cant open that video...
so i viewed some clips my friend share in network. and found this....
omg..... damn bloody funny leh!
i cant stand it man when watching this video. i laughed till fell down on the floor, grabbing my stomach because it's so pain, and tears kept flowing out....
go here, http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=MEDqUxIGE-s
if your browser cant open that video...
Tuesday, November 4, 2008
Wakakakakaka
I went home last week for three days to settle up my sister computer's problem and also to meet my parents because i missed them so much... and also in the same time bring a very cute friend to klang for a walk...
And during that time, guess what? all my cousins from a family side came visited my house! and i have a chance to meet him!
ngek ngek ngek ngek.....
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My cousin's son!! my cousin is same age as me but alr married and have her own family... woo... i gf also dont have... lolz..
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ngek ngek ngek ngek.... so damn cute...
err.... i mean that feller on the left....
lolz...so elephant skin...
no la. i meant him, my nephew is cute...
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this is his auntie... and the small feller behind him is his uncle....
I want to have a baby also...... when i have one i'm going to teach him all my fun knowledge... ngek ngek ngek ngek.....
Yeah! Notice the chatterbox?
hohohooho, finally i have gotten myself a Chatterbox! Thanks to my cute lovely little cousin Linda. It's so simple. Once you have sign up from the provider, just paste the code in your page element. Previously had some difficulties because i thought need to paste it manually on the html code or something...
Anyhow, going to have some updates tmr. Having my finals later at 9am... noooooooooooooo........... still blurr on what i have to study.... hopefully god will listen to my prayers......
wish me luck ;)
Sleepy. dowan to study d la.
Anyhow, going to have some updates tmr. Having my finals later at 9am... noooooooooooooo........... still blurr on what i have to study.... hopefully god will listen to my prayers......
wish me luck ;)
Sleepy. dowan to study d la.
Thursday, October 30, 2008
baga des ne.......
Today i very happy because i discovered that i can actually do single hand push up... ohohohoho! i'm so proud. Initially i din thought i can do it when i challenged my friend for fun. But to my surprise, it was quite easy! ohohohohohoho!
because of that i started jumping around like an idiot. i started to kick around randomly. Because i just watched Fury yesterday with friends i wanted to try out jumping chopping kick on the stair's floor. from the ground floor that is. i dont know how to described it. just take it as a wall that is 1 feet above my head. On the 1st attempt, i touched it. not very satisfied. i go for second jump. still not very satisfied. on the third jump, i jumped over the edge and hit the wall.... ARRGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!! NOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!!!! NOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!! MY LEG!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! SOB. UGHH!!!! ARGHHH!
NO MORE TRAINING FOR FEW WEEKS BECAUSE OF MY STUPIDITY!
GOD PUNISHED ME BECAUSE I KEPT BRAGGING. GOD.... I *LOVE YOU.....
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This is my toe. the white white thing above it is the paint of the wall
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This is my toe after it STARTED BLEEDING?!?!?!?! NOOO!!!! this is when i decided not to train till it heals. sigh, i din know it'll bleed. what a surprise..
because of that i started jumping around like an idiot. i started to kick around randomly. Because i just watched Fury yesterday with friends i wanted to try out jumping chopping kick on the stair's floor. from the ground floor that is. i dont know how to described it. just take it as a wall that is 1 feet above my head. On the 1st attempt, i touched it. not very satisfied. i go for second jump. still not very satisfied. on the third jump, i jumped over the edge and hit the wall.... ARRGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!! NOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!!!! NOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!! MY LEG!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! SOB. UGHH!!!! ARGHHH!
NO MORE TRAINING FOR FEW WEEKS BECAUSE OF MY STUPIDITY!
GOD PUNISHED ME BECAUSE I KEPT BRAGGING. GOD.... I *LOVE YOU.....
This is my toe. the white white thing above it is the paint of the wallThis is my toe after it STARTED BLEEDING?!?!?!?! NOOO!!!! this is when i decided not to train till it heals. sigh, i din know it'll bleed. what a surprise..
Thursday, October 23, 2008
WARNING... IT'S DIGUSTING!
Last week was amazingly busy... After coming back from dono lecture or lab, i sat on my desk and started doing nothing just to relax. hm... friendster.... hm.... blogs..... ai? a mirror? then i started to adjust adjust my hair a bit. hm? my phone was right next to it... I started wondering why girls like to take their own picture so much in front of a mirror eventhough they already have tons of pictures in their pc alr despite that they all looks the same... what so fun bout it ah? so i started trying it out myself...
oh my god, wai loon... don tell me you are posting your own ugly pictures again???
YEAH! >: D buaahhahahahhahah!!
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I started with this...ahhahhaha not bad not bad.... quite fun wan.... let's try acting cute like them....
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wahahhahhah!! not bad not bad! quite cute wan wor... ahahhahah! now lets try a normal face....
feeling nauseaous guys? lolz!!!
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hm...... nothing special....let's try something else...
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hohoho... i dont know what is this... but it makes me feel nauseaous....let's try smiling....
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hm....? good wor.. cant see my thick lips d..... ahaahaaha!... let's continue acting cute!
wakakakaka... this is fun
vomitting......
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F**K you!
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ah... i very scared.... dont rape me...
this is getting bored...
somehow a friend of mine was cooking maggie me and its done... he looked and me and asked what am i doing.. i say i'm acting girl... he replied, stupid, nothing better to do ah...lolz! then i try take the picture using mirror to another level.... maybe you girls can try next time... kekekekek
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using mirror to take friends sleeping behind me... yeah, friends. got two there...
sweat, you called this taking picture using mirror to another level ah? swt...
oh my god, wai loon... don tell me you are posting your own ugly pictures again???
YEAH! >: D buaahhahahahhahah!!
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wahahhahhah!! not bad not bad! quite cute wan wor... ahahhahah! now lets try a normal face....
feeling nauseaous guys? lolz!!!
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hm....? good wor.. cant see my thick lips d..... ahaahaaha!... let's continue acting cute!wakakakaka... this is fun
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F**K you!
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ah... i very scared.... dont rape me...this is getting bored...
somehow a friend of mine was cooking maggie me and its done... he looked and me and asked what am i doing.. i say i'm acting girl... he replied, stupid, nothing better to do ah...lolz! then i try take the picture using mirror to another level.... maybe you girls can try next time... kekekekek
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wah... still not enough ah wai loon!! you camwhoring guy!
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I wondered why my head always tilt to the left while taking picture.... so i tried taking is with head straight...
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OMG, this is the best picture man!!! i bet you guys also agree with that! XD
i shall take this type of picture when i feeling like camwhoring again next time
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hm, ya lo.... very handsome this way...
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wah... still not enough ah wai loon!! you camwhoring guy!
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OMG, this is the best picture man!!! i bet you guys also agree with that! XDi shall take this type of picture when i feeling like camwhoring again next time
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hm, ya lo.... very handsome this way...p/s: why they call it 'camwhore' ah? why whore??
Monday, October 20, 2008
Sunday, October 19, 2008
I've Cracked It!! Konoha Senpu technique!
Yes! i have finally figured out how to do konoha senpu.... for those who doesnt know what i'm talking, you can skip it... because it is a taekwondo kick...
my past mistake, did not use my full strength to jump for jumping leg (let say the left leg), and did not use full strength to swing forward my assisting leg (this will be the right leg). This two mistake will result in low jumping height and low swinging speed.
after analysing hundred's of video's from alot of sources, i realised that those beggars actually jumps very high with a single leg... then later i correct my mistake... and YET i cant get it..
Not long ago, after feeling super active, i jumped pointlessly like a stupid monkey. Twist here twist there, kick here kick there, and tried to act like donnie yen, finally i realised something... not only the jumping leg have to be strong, the other leg which doesnt jump plays an important role too!
the key is, in a standing stance facing right with left leg forward, lift up the left leg and push your body forward. This will give you a going forward momentum. Then use your left leg FULL strength to jump. At the same time! use your right leg and swing slightly outward, forward, and upward as hard as possible! the outward and forward motion will give you the twisting power needed, and most importantly the upward motion to increase your jumping height!
after that i dont know what to do alr... haha
but i think this time it will work d... the next step is for trial and error d.. and i think in the air that time, both leg have to try to keep in together at the rotational axis so that to speed up the twisting moment. then at the crucial moment, stretch out kicking leg which is the left to make a kick...as fast as possible....
yeah! peace! i should try when i go to sir's gym where it have the soft mattress there....
YEAH!!!!!!!!!!!! I'M SO HAPPY I FIGURED IT OUT EVENTHOUGH I DONT KNOW IT WILL WORK OR NOT! HAHAHHAHA~
my past mistake, did not use my full strength to jump for jumping leg (let say the left leg), and did not use full strength to swing forward my assisting leg (this will be the right leg). This two mistake will result in low jumping height and low swinging speed.
after analysing hundred's of video's from alot of sources, i realised that those beggars actually jumps very high with a single leg... then later i correct my mistake... and YET i cant get it..
Not long ago, after feeling super active, i jumped pointlessly like a stupid monkey. Twist here twist there, kick here kick there, and tried to act like donnie yen, finally i realised something... not only the jumping leg have to be strong, the other leg which doesnt jump plays an important role too!
the key is, in a standing stance facing right with left leg forward, lift up the left leg and push your body forward. This will give you a going forward momentum. Then use your left leg FULL strength to jump. At the same time! use your right leg and swing slightly outward, forward, and upward as hard as possible! the outward and forward motion will give you the twisting power needed, and most importantly the upward motion to increase your jumping height!
after that i dont know what to do alr... haha
but i think this time it will work d... the next step is for trial and error d.. and i think in the air that time, both leg have to try to keep in together at the rotational axis so that to speed up the twisting moment. then at the crucial moment, stretch out kicking leg which is the left to make a kick...as fast as possible....
yeah! peace! i should try when i go to sir's gym where it have the soft mattress there....
YEAH!!!!!!!!!!!! I'M SO HAPPY I FIGURED IT OUT EVENTHOUGH I DONT KNOW IT WILL WORK OR NOT! HAHAHHAHA~
Wednesday, October 15, 2008
TODAY I BO SONG MY TEST...I THEN FUCKED SOMEONE...
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Thursday, October 9, 2008
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Wednesday, October 8, 2008
Need to do changes
hmm...... read some cute girls and artistics friend's blogs. i felt by blog damn boring alr and the layout is damn lame.....
i will do big changes when i'm free in future...
i will.
yes. i surely will......
i promise...........................
YES... I PROMISE you that i will change.....ok?????
what you mean everytime talk talk but din do do?? if i promise i say will change it i SURELY will change it wan....
you all just wait and see la!
you somemore say like this, i wont change wan huh i tell you.....
I SAY DONT SAY ALR, I TELL YOU!
DONT SAY ALR LAR I TELL YOU AH! I TELL YOU!
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=sBDA_4DKrbM
(that will be the answers for all the negative questions that i might be receiving in comments in future.... lolz)
i will do big changes when i'm free in future...
i will.
yes. i surely will......
i promise...........................
YES... I PROMISE you that i will change.....ok?????
what you mean everytime talk talk but din do do?? if i promise i say will change it i SURELY will change it wan....
you all just wait and see la!
you somemore say like this, i wont change wan huh i tell you.....
I SAY DONT SAY ALR, I TELL YOU!
DONT SAY ALR LAR I TELL YOU AH! I TELL YOU!
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=sBDA_4DKrbM
(that will be the answers for all the negative questions that i might be receiving in comments in future.... lolz)
Monday, October 6, 2008
I HATE MY UNI
busy busy busy busy busy busy busy busy busy busy busy busy busy busy busy busy busy busy busy busy busy busy busy busy busy busy busy busy busy busy busy busy busy busy busy busy busy busy busy busy busy busy busy busy busy busy busy busy busy busy busy busy busy busy busy busy busy busy busy busy busy busy busy busy busy busy busy busy busy busy busy busy busy busy busy busy busy busy busy busy busy busy busy busy busy busy busy busy busy busy busy busy busy busy busy busy busy busy busy busy busy busy busy busy busy busy busy busy busy busy busy busy busy busy busy busy busy busy busy busy busy busy busy busy busy busy busy busy busy busy busy busy busy busy busy busy busy busy busy busy busy busy busy busy busy busy busy busy busy busy busy busy busy busy busy busy busy busy busy busy busy busy busy busy busy busy busy busy busy busy busy busy busy busy busy busy busy busy busy busy busy busy busy busy busy busy busy busy busy busy busy busy busy busy busy busy busy busy busy busy busy busy busy busy busy busy busy busy busy busy busy busy busy busy busy busy busy busy busy busy busy busy busy busy busy busy busy busy busy busy busy busy busy busy busy busy busy busy busy busy busy busy busy busy busy busy busy busy busy busy busy busy busy busy busy busy busy busy busy busy busy busy busy busy busy busy busy busy busy busy busy busy busy busy busy busy busy busy busy busy busy busy busy busy busy busy busy busy busy busy busy FUCKING busy busy busy busy busy busy busy busy busy busy busy busy busy busy busy busy busy busy busy busy busy busy busy busy busy busy busy busy busy busy busy busy busy busy busy busy busy busy busy busy busy busy busy busy busy busy busy busy busy busy busy busy busy busy busy busy busy busy busy busy busy busy busy busy busy busy busy busy busy busy busy busy busy busy busy busy busy busy busy busy busy busy busy busy busy busy busy busy busy busy busy busy busy busy busy busy busy busy busy busy busy busy busy busy busy busy busy busy busy busy busy busy busy busy busy busy busy busy busy busy busy busy busy busy busy busy busy busy busy busy busy busy busy busy busy busy busy busy busy busy busy busy busy busy busy busy busy busy busy busy busy busy busy busy busy busy busy busy busy busy busy busy busy busy busy busy busy busy busy busy busy busy busy busy busy busy busy busy busy busy busy busy busy busy busy busy busy busy busy busy busy busy busy busy busy busy busy busy busy busy busy busy busy busy busy busy busy busy busy busy busy busy busy busy busy busy busy busy busy busy busy busy busy busy busy busy busy busy busy busy busy busy busy busy busy busy busy busy busy busy busy busy busy busy busy busy busy busy busy busy busy busy busy busy busy busy busy busy busy busy busy busy busy busy busy busy busy busy busy busy busy busy busy
Saturday, October 4, 2008
Owe here owe there
Just wanna remind myself i owe:-
Samuel Chan - 10
Han Wei - 5
Gan Bee Geok - 14.5
And following ppl owe me:-
Sara - 20
Sonia - 20
and errr...... that's about it... i think.....
NO TIME TO BLOG!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
anyone's father work in manufacturing field?? i need LI placement.... TQ
Samuel Chan - 10
Han Wei - 5
Gan Bee Geok - 14.5
And following ppl owe me:-
Sara - 20
Sonia - 20
and errr...... that's about it... i think.....
NO TIME TO BLOG!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
anyone's father work in manufacturing field?? i need LI placement.... TQ
Saturday, September 6, 2008
USELESS FOOL!!
haih, why are you so useless... i push you very hard meh?? why you so lembik wan... if you so lembik then how you want to achieve anything in future... when i push you a bit a bit you say you pain... you know you are very important or not... damn you la... 3 months d you still paining meh... now i have to put everything on halt because of you... you keras a bit cannnot wan meh! aih....
ok la, maybe it's my fault for not concerning about your condition and limit la... i will take you for a treatment... once you are fine already you better make sure you wont do the same mistake again... if not how am i going to face all my juniors? huh?! how i want to show of my skills?! huh?! i will give you 1 week time from today onwards. OK?! STUPID LEG.
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ok la, maybe it's my fault for not concerning about your condition and limit la... i will take you for a treatment... once you are fine already you better make sure you wont do the same mistake again... if not how am i going to face all my juniors? huh?! how i want to show of my skills?! huh?! i will give you 1 week time from today onwards. OK?! STUPID LEG.
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Thursday, July 31, 2008
BMFB 3263 PENCIRIAN BAHAN (1500-1700)
Date: 31 July 2008
Subject: Pencirian Bahan
Subject Code: BMFB 3263
Lecture Time: 1500-1700 hour
Lecturer: Mr. **Censored**
A good student's behavior:
Time & Action
1445 Reach lecture room and study the reference book borrowed from library before learning lecturer's teaching
1500 Start concentrating
1700 Refer to lecturer on projects and assignments or maybe homework..
1715 Show gratitude to lecturer
1717 Lecturer feel annoyed by you and leave...
Me:
1500 Reach canteen and eat four pieces of pisang goreng (1 ringgit only)...
1515 Reach lecturer room and smile at lecturer
1516 Concentrate
1517 Ask friend beside me why he wants to copy notes... he says to keep him awake... hm.... not a bad idea...
1520 Look around the lecturer room, or maybe look how my friends is concentrating
1525 Disturb a friend's(who is sitting in front of me) hair, lab coat, and put pins on top of his head hoping that he will not notice it and i can have a good laugh
1533 Ask another friend(sitting next to the one i disturbed previously) why she wants to copy the notes..... she says, because everyone is doing it. so she just follows..... hm.... speechless....
1540 Playing with my sony ericson w810i themes
- hm.... sexy japanese? woo..... not bad not bad, but ppl will think i too hamsap till theme also put pretty girls picture...
- angel.... oh... some nudity.... ok la, not bad, not bad... very innocent.... and artistic.... ppl wont say me hamsap la but i dont like it
- anime..... woooo... sexy........ cannot cannot, ppl willl think i hamsap again
- fuck you??....... wooo...... cool texts.... but too plain... not nice
- hm..... surf up, mario, chicken little, toy story..... not interested la.... so childish.....
- walkman..... hm, must be the default theme..... looks like shit...
- aiya, set back the current crystal mushroom home la...
1555
The friend next to me
Friend on my left
Friend in front of me
Friend behind the previous one
Friend at the right back of me
Friend left front of me
Friend at my left (Black and White version)
WHY EVERYBODY HAD A PEN ON THEIR HANDS?? **ANNOYED**
1620 Lecturer: ok, that's all for today.... thanks for being so patient with me.... see you guys next time... blah blah blah
1624
Friend discussing with the gurl
More Friend discussing with the gurl
Gurl leaving and look at me one kind
Friend i disturb previously
Friends discussing their homework
~END~
ah..... this is basically what i did for today's class... i know, i'm lazy... but i couldn't help it... i dont like listening to lecturer's or teachers teachings... they are like...... sleeping pills to me.....
isn't it better to do other meaningful stuff during class rather than sleeping if you can't concentrate? see, you agree with me too....
maybe to some ppl with very high knowledge (like those lecturers who studies err... falsafah, titas, and those boring sastera shits) think i shouldn't be doing this in class or i wont be able to earn lot money in the future or i wont be able to survive in the society,
1634 
yeah, so what....... i dont depend on my cert to earn money....
study smart... not hard, or maybe stupid, or like idiot, or brainless fool.. or loon as in birdbrain (i know, that's my name), or whatever synonyms to stupid....
Thursday, July 24, 2008
Just a silly update
Today is the first time i walk to campus from my rented house... It's not very far. Just a few hundreds metre away.... Maybe...... 4 hundred... I chose to walk because i'm going there for a talk about security and i'm going alone (Just to save a few drops of petrol).
Talks ended... I'm on my way home. Looking down while walking. Something caught my attention. Oh, a seed. A jagung seed...
Oh well, it's normal to see jagung seed by the road side in kesas highway going to port klang because there are lots of lorries who carries jagung to ship them out at the port. And some seed might droped out and grow along the road.... But it's strange to find any jagung here near campus... i have no idea how it gets there...
Maybe it's a seed sent by god. Maybe he wants me to plant it to spend my time. Or maybe he wants to award me with alot alot alot of jagung (when it grows) because i walked to campus today... Or maybe it's a magical seed where when i plant it, at the midnight it'll grow sky high and i can meet the giant like in one of those fairy tales...
No matter what... this is what i'm going to do.... i'm going to plant it... hah!
Talks ended... I'm on my way home. Looking down while walking. Something caught my attention. Oh, a seed. A jagung seed...
Oh well, it's normal to see jagung seed by the road side in kesas highway going to port klang because there are lots of lorries who carries jagung to ship them out at the port. And some seed might droped out and grow along the road.... But it's strange to find any jagung here near campus... i have no idea how it gets there...
Maybe it's a seed sent by god. Maybe he wants me to plant it to spend my time. Or maybe he wants to award me with alot alot alot of jagung (when it grows) because i walked to campus today... Or maybe it's a magical seed where when i plant it, at the midnight it'll grow sky high and i can meet the giant like in one of those fairy tales...
No matter what... this is what i'm going to do.... i'm going to plant it... hah!
Saturday, July 5, 2008
A story grabbed from Hanzhi
A story grabbed from Hanzhi
Dono he grab from where wan but it's very nice...
Tree, Leaves And Wind...
The title of this story is about tree, leaves and wind.
Leaf's departure is because of Wind's pursuit. Or because Tree didn'task her to stay......
Tree
People call me "Tree". I had dated 5 girls when I was in Pre-U. There is one girl who I love alot but never dared to go after. She didn't have a pretty face, goodfigure or an outstanding charm. She was just a very ordinary girl. I liked her. I really liked her. I liked her innocence, her frankness, her intelligence and her fragility. Reason for not going after her was thatI felt somebody so ordinary like her was not a good match for me. I wasalso afraid that after we were together all the feelings would vanish. I was also afraid other's gossip would hurt her. I felt that if she were my girl, she'd be mine ultimately & I didn'thave to give up everything just for her. The last reason, made heraccompanying me for 3 years. She watched me chase other girls, and I have made her heart cry for 3 years. She was a good actor, and me ademanding director. When I kissed my second girlfriend, she bumped into us. She was embarrassed but smiled & said, "Go on!" before running off.The next day, her eyes were swollen like a walnut. I did not want toknow what caused her to cry. Later that day, I returned from soccertraining to get something & watched her cry in the classroom for an hour or so. My fourth girlfriend did not like her.There was once when both of them quarreled. I know that based on hercharacter she is not the type that will start the quarrel. However, Istill sided my girlfriend. I shouted at her & ignored her feelings and walked off with my girlfriend. The next day, she was laughing & jokingwith me like nothing happened. I know she was hurt but she did not knowdeep down inside I was hurt too. When I broke up with my fifth girlfriend, I asked her out. Later thatday, I told her I had something to tell her. I told her about my breakup.Coincidentally, she has something to tell me too, about her gettingtogether. I knew who the person was. His pursuit for her had been the talk of the School. I did not show her my heartache, just smiles & best wishes.Once I reached home, I could not breathe. Tears rolled & I broke down. How many times have I seen her cry for the man who did not acknowledge her presence? During graduation, I read a SMS in my hp. It said, "Leaf's departure isbecause of Wind's pursuit. Or because Tree didn't ask her to stay"
Leaf
People call me Leaf. During the 3 years of Pre-U, I was on very close terms with a guy asbuddy kind. However, when he had his first girlfriend, I learnt afeeling I never should have learnt - Jealousy. Sourness to the extreme limit. They were only together for 2 months. When they broke up, I hidmy happiness. But after a month, he got together with another girl. I liked him & I know he liked me. But why won't he pursue me? Since heloves me why he didn't he make the first move? Whenever he had a new girlfriend, my heart would hurt. After some time, I began to suspect that this was one-sided love. If he didn't like me, why did he treat me so well? It's beyond what you will normally do for a friend. I know hislikes, his habits.But his feelings towards me I can never figure out. You can't expect mea girl, to ask him. Despite that, I still wanted to be by his side. Care for him, accompany him, and love him. Hoping that one day, he will come to love me. Because of this, I waited for him. Sometimes, I wondered ifI should continue waiting. The pain, the dilemma accompanied me for 3 years. At the end of my 3rd year, a junior pursues me. Everyday he pursues me. He's like the cool & gentle wind, trying to blow off a leaf from a tree. In the end, I realized that I wanted to give this wind a small footing in my heart. I know the wind will bring the leaf to a better land. Finally, leaf leftthe tree, but the tree only smiled & didn't ask me to stay. Leaf's departure is because of Wind's pursuit. Or cause Tree didn't ask her to stay.
Wind
Because I like a girl called leaf. Because she's so dependent on tree, so I have to be a gust wind. A wind that will blow her away. When I first met her, it was 1 month after I was transferred to this new school. I saw a petite person look ing at my seniors & me playingsoccer. During ECA time, she will always be sitting there. Be it alone or with her friends, looking at him. When he talks with girls, there's jealousy in her eyes. When he looked at her, there's a smile in her eyes. Looking at her became my habit. Just like, she likes to look at him. One day, she didn't appear. I felt something missing. I can't explain the feeling except it's a kind of uneasiness. The senior was also not there as well. I went to their classroom, hid outside and saw my senior scolding her. Tears were in her eyes while he left. The next day, I saw her at her usual place, looking at him. I walked over and smiled to her. Took out a note & gave to her. She was surprised. She looked at me, smiled & accepts the note. The next day, she appeared & passes me a note and left. It read, "Leaf's heart is too heavy and wind couldn't blow her away." "It's not that leaf heart is too heavy. It because leaf never want to leave tree." I replied her note with this statement and slowly she started to talk to me & accept my presents & phone calls. I know that the person she loves is not me. But I have this perseverance that one day I will make her like me. Within 4 months, I have declared my love for her no less than 20 times. Every time, she will divert away from the topic. But I never give up. If I decide I want her to be mine, I will definitely use all means to win her over. I can't remember how many times I have declared my love to her. Although I know, she will try to divert but I still bear a small ray of hope. Hoping that she will agree to be my girlfriend. I didn't hear any reply from her over the phone. I asked, "What are you doing? How come you didn't want to reply?" She said, "I'm nodding my head". "Ah?" I couldn't believe my ears. "I'm nodding my head" She replied loudly. I hang up the phone, quickly changed and took a taxi and rush to her place & press her doorbell. During the moment when she opens the door, I hugged her tightly. Leaf departure is because of Wind pursuit. Or because Tree didn't ask her to stay...
Moral
In love, we win very rarely, but when love is true, even if you lose, you still win just for having the tingle of loving someone more than you love yourself. There comes a time when we stop loving someone, not because that person has stopped loving us but because we have found out that, they'd be happier if we let go.... Why do we close our eyes when we sleep? When we cry? When we imagine? When we kiss? This is because THE MOST BEAUTIFUL THINGS IN THE WORLD ARE UNSEEN. There are things that we never want to let go of, people we never want to leave behind, but keep in mind that letting go isn't the end of the world. It's the beginning of a new life. Happiness lies for those who cry those who hurt, those who have searched and those who have tried. For only they can appreciate the importance of the people who have touched our lives. A great love? It's when you shed tears and still you care for them, it's when they ignore you and still you long for them. It's when they begin to love another and yet you smile and say, "I'm happy for you." If love fails, set yourself free, let your heart spread its wings and fly again. Remember you may find love and lose it, but when love dies, you never have to die with it. The strongest people are not those who always win but those who stand back up when they fall. Somehow, along the course of life, you learn about yourself and realize that there should never be regrets, only a lifelong appreciation of the choices you've made. Loving is not how you forget but how you forgive, not how you listen but how you understand, not what you see but how you feel, and not how you let go but how you hold on. It's more dangerous to weep inwardly rather than outwardly. Outward tears can be wiped away while secret tears scar forever... It's best to wait for the one you want than settle for one that's available. It's best to wait for the right one because life is too short to waste on just someone.
oh well, what the moral of the story had written is kind of what i'm experiencing now...
"A great love? It's when you shed tears and still you care for them, it's when they ignore you and still you long for them. It's when they begin to love another and yet you smile and say, "I'm happy for you." If love fails, set yourself free, let your heart spread its wings and fly again."
it might not touch certain ppl's heart but it definately touches my heart...
sometimes when you loved someone you just have to let them go you know..well, for a certain reason.... although it's hard but still, we need to bare with it....
but pls don ask me bout my love stories, i ain't gonna tell you! *blek* Xp
kiss ma a##, *toooot*
>:D ohohohohoho
Dono he grab from where wan but it's very nice...
Tree, Leaves And Wind...
The title of this story is about tree, leaves and wind.
Leaf's departure is because of Wind's pursuit. Or because Tree didn'task her to stay......
Tree
People call me "Tree". I had dated 5 girls when I was in Pre-U. There is one girl who I love alot but never dared to go after. She didn't have a pretty face, goodfigure or an outstanding charm. She was just a very ordinary girl. I liked her. I really liked her. I liked her innocence, her frankness, her intelligence and her fragility. Reason for not going after her was thatI felt somebody so ordinary like her was not a good match for me. I wasalso afraid that after we were together all the feelings would vanish. I was also afraid other's gossip would hurt her. I felt that if she were my girl, she'd be mine ultimately & I didn'thave to give up everything just for her. The last reason, made heraccompanying me for 3 years. She watched me chase other girls, and I have made her heart cry for 3 years. She was a good actor, and me ademanding director. When I kissed my second girlfriend, she bumped into us. She was embarrassed but smiled & said, "Go on!" before running off.The next day, her eyes were swollen like a walnut. I did not want toknow what caused her to cry. Later that day, I returned from soccertraining to get something & watched her cry in the classroom for an hour or so. My fourth girlfriend did not like her.There was once when both of them quarreled. I know that based on hercharacter she is not the type that will start the quarrel. However, Istill sided my girlfriend. I shouted at her & ignored her feelings and walked off with my girlfriend. The next day, she was laughing & jokingwith me like nothing happened. I know she was hurt but she did not knowdeep down inside I was hurt too. When I broke up with my fifth girlfriend, I asked her out. Later thatday, I told her I had something to tell her. I told her about my breakup.Coincidentally, she has something to tell me too, about her gettingtogether. I knew who the person was. His pursuit for her had been the talk of the School. I did not show her my heartache, just smiles & best wishes.Once I reached home, I could not breathe. Tears rolled & I broke down. How many times have I seen her cry for the man who did not acknowledge her presence? During graduation, I read a SMS in my hp. It said, "Leaf's departure isbecause of Wind's pursuit. Or because Tree didn't ask her to stay"
Leaf
People call me Leaf. During the 3 years of Pre-U, I was on very close terms with a guy asbuddy kind. However, when he had his first girlfriend, I learnt afeeling I never should have learnt - Jealousy. Sourness to the extreme limit. They were only together for 2 months. When they broke up, I hidmy happiness. But after a month, he got together with another girl. I liked him & I know he liked me. But why won't he pursue me? Since heloves me why he didn't he make the first move? Whenever he had a new girlfriend, my heart would hurt. After some time, I began to suspect that this was one-sided love. If he didn't like me, why did he treat me so well? It's beyond what you will normally do for a friend. I know hislikes, his habits.But his feelings towards me I can never figure out. You can't expect mea girl, to ask him. Despite that, I still wanted to be by his side. Care for him, accompany him, and love him. Hoping that one day, he will come to love me. Because of this, I waited for him. Sometimes, I wondered ifI should continue waiting. The pain, the dilemma accompanied me for 3 years. At the end of my 3rd year, a junior pursues me. Everyday he pursues me. He's like the cool & gentle wind, trying to blow off a leaf from a tree. In the end, I realized that I wanted to give this wind a small footing in my heart. I know the wind will bring the leaf to a better land. Finally, leaf leftthe tree, but the tree only smiled & didn't ask me to stay. Leaf's departure is because of Wind's pursuit. Or cause Tree didn't ask her to stay.
Wind
Because I like a girl called leaf. Because she's so dependent on tree, so I have to be a gust wind. A wind that will blow her away. When I first met her, it was 1 month after I was transferred to this new school. I saw a petite person look ing at my seniors & me playingsoccer. During ECA time, she will always be sitting there. Be it alone or with her friends, looking at him. When he talks with girls, there's jealousy in her eyes. When he looked at her, there's a smile in her eyes. Looking at her became my habit. Just like, she likes to look at him. One day, she didn't appear. I felt something missing. I can't explain the feeling except it's a kind of uneasiness. The senior was also not there as well. I went to their classroom, hid outside and saw my senior scolding her. Tears were in her eyes while he left. The next day, I saw her at her usual place, looking at him. I walked over and smiled to her. Took out a note & gave to her. She was surprised. She looked at me, smiled & accepts the note. The next day, she appeared & passes me a note and left. It read, "Leaf's heart is too heavy and wind couldn't blow her away." "It's not that leaf heart is too heavy. It because leaf never want to leave tree." I replied her note with this statement and slowly she started to talk to me & accept my presents & phone calls. I know that the person she loves is not me. But I have this perseverance that one day I will make her like me. Within 4 months, I have declared my love for her no less than 20 times. Every time, she will divert away from the topic. But I never give up. If I decide I want her to be mine, I will definitely use all means to win her over. I can't remember how many times I have declared my love to her. Although I know, she will try to divert but I still bear a small ray of hope. Hoping that she will agree to be my girlfriend. I didn't hear any reply from her over the phone. I asked, "What are you doing? How come you didn't want to reply?" She said, "I'm nodding my head". "Ah?" I couldn't believe my ears. "I'm nodding my head" She replied loudly. I hang up the phone, quickly changed and took a taxi and rush to her place & press her doorbell. During the moment when she opens the door, I hugged her tightly. Leaf departure is because of Wind pursuit. Or because Tree didn't ask her to stay...
Moral
In love, we win very rarely, but when love is true, even if you lose, you still win just for having the tingle of loving someone more than you love yourself. There comes a time when we stop loving someone, not because that person has stopped loving us but because we have found out that, they'd be happier if we let go.... Why do we close our eyes when we sleep? When we cry? When we imagine? When we kiss? This is because THE MOST BEAUTIFUL THINGS IN THE WORLD ARE UNSEEN. There are things that we never want to let go of, people we never want to leave behind, but keep in mind that letting go isn't the end of the world. It's the beginning of a new life. Happiness lies for those who cry those who hurt, those who have searched and those who have tried. For only they can appreciate the importance of the people who have touched our lives. A great love? It's when you shed tears and still you care for them, it's when they ignore you and still you long for them. It's when they begin to love another and yet you smile and say, "I'm happy for you." If love fails, set yourself free, let your heart spread its wings and fly again. Remember you may find love and lose it, but when love dies, you never have to die with it. The strongest people are not those who always win but those who stand back up when they fall. Somehow, along the course of life, you learn about yourself and realize that there should never be regrets, only a lifelong appreciation of the choices you've made. Loving is not how you forget but how you forgive, not how you listen but how you understand, not what you see but how you feel, and not how you let go but how you hold on. It's more dangerous to weep inwardly rather than outwardly. Outward tears can be wiped away while secret tears scar forever... It's best to wait for the one you want than settle for one that's available. It's best to wait for the right one because life is too short to waste on just someone.
oh well, what the moral of the story had written is kind of what i'm experiencing now...
"A great love? It's when you shed tears and still you care for them, it's when they ignore you and still you long for them. It's when they begin to love another and yet you smile and say, "I'm happy for you." If love fails, set yourself free, let your heart spread its wings and fly again."
it might not touch certain ppl's heart but it definately touches my heart...
sometimes when you loved someone you just have to let them go you know..well, for a certain reason.... although it's hard but still, we need to bare with it....
but pls don ask me bout my love stories, i ain't gonna tell you! *blek* Xp
kiss ma a##, *toooot*
>:D ohohohohoho
Wednesday, July 2, 2008
KAWAIII NE................
Girls, can look damn cute and pretty when their pic is took at the right angle, suitable face expression, cute pose, enough lighting, and when they are on make ups.... i've seen many girls with many cute poses... i'm always attracted by them... their eyes are so big and shining.. their expressions are as it sparkling... here are some example of pretty girls in my album...
i envied them... i tend to start to like camwhoring... so....
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wah... so cute.. the 'V' pose...
hello baby... can i know you? you're pretty... this is the 'L' pose with a cute smile =)
does your eye feel irritated? let me blow of the dust for ya.... this is the 'Cat' pose
Hm... you're such a cute clean girl... this is 'V' pose after adjusting her hairs and all that in the toilet.. maybe she feels she's damn cute at that time so she can't resist to take a cute picture of herself....
hi sexy... feeling lonely tonight? how about a drink tonight? .... this is 'cool' pose... with nice make ups
i envied them... i tend to start to like camwhoring... so....
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MY TURN!!!!! BBBWAHAHAHAHAHAH!!!
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the 'no.5' pose! hello.... leng lui.. very cute oh... can i have you number? 5? why showing your cute little palm?? want me to SPANK YA?!?!?!? **SPANK!!** WAHAHAHAHA!!
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the famous 'V' pose!!!! hahhhahha!!! leng lui... (elvis lyrics) are you lonesom tonight???!!?!?! I GO BUY CONDOM TONIGHT!!!!! WAHAHHAHHAH!
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the 'ah, don rape me...' pose.... hahahahahahah!! ugh... cannnot, i can't control myself anymore.... i'm sorry miss, I WANNA RAPE YOU D!!!! WAHAHAAHHA!!
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make ups? i have one too!!! NAILS PAINTED RED!!! WAHAHHAHAHHA!!
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finally the 'L' pose... hi leng lui.... want me to kiss your cheek zit?? come come... MMMMMUAAAAKKxx!!!!! WAHAHAHAHAH!!!!
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yaya... i know guys, i know.... i cant even stand it myself... feels like slapping myself now.... ya ya, i know, i know guys, i really know.........
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but i just couldn't stop myself from doing all this type of craps!!! it's my nature!!!! XD
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